“You love me so much that you really can not leave me alone, could you?” Meghana Raj said.
Meghana Raj posted a bittersweet message on her Instagram page on Thursday a few weeks after her husband Chiranjeevi Sarja died. The post of Meghana was no mere tribute to her late husband who died earlier this month. It has also been her pregnancy announcement. An emotional Meghana Raj has opted for the best set of words to share the news with fans of the late actor. An excerpt from her post read, “Our little one is your precious gift to me — a symbol of our love — and I’m eternally grateful to you for this sweet miracle. I can’t wait to bring you back to earth like our child. Can’t wait to get that confidence back. Can’t wait to hear your contagious laugh that lights up the entire house. I’m going to wait for you on the other side, and wait for me.
Meghana Raj started her heartfelt post by writing, “Chiru, I’ve tried and tried again but I can’t put into words what I want to tell you.” She added how the absence of her husband has left a void in her life that can never be filled. “All the words in the world can’t describe what you mean to me. My friend, my lover, my partner, my child, my confidante, my husband-you are much more than all this. You ‘re a piece of Chiru my soul,” Meghana Raj wrote.
Meghana, who married the late actor in 2018, wrote in her letter, “An unfathomable agony bolts across my mind whenever I see the door and you don’t come in screaming that I’m home. There’s a sinking sensation in my core because I can’t reach you every minute of the day. Like a thousand deaths, sluggish and excruciating, yet still, like a fairy charm I sense you surrounding me.
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CHIRU, I have tried & tried again but I am unable to put in words what I want to tell you. All the words in the world cannot describe what you mean to me. My friend, my lover, my partner, my child, my confidante, my HUSBAND- you are much more than all of this. You are a piece of my soul Chiru. An unfathomable pain shoots through my soul everytime I see the door and you don't walk in shouting "I am home". There is a sinking feeling in my heart when I can't touch you every minute of everyday. Like a thousand deaths, slow and painful. But then, like a magic spell I feel you around me. Every time I feel weak, you are around me like a guardian angel. You love me so much that you just couldn't leave me behind alone, could you? Our little one is your precious gift to me-a symbol of our love- and I am eternally grateful to you for this sweet miracle. I can't wait to bring you back to earth, as our child. I can't wait to hold you again. Can't wait to see your smile again. Can't wait to hear that infectious laughter of yours that lights up the entire room. I will wait FOR YOU and you wait FOR ME on the other side. You will live as long as I breathe. You are in me. I LOVE YOU.